mercy that kills and blesses

the mercy in my soul with which i worry about my well-being, health and life and with which i grieve others’ loss of health and happiness and life – this mercy kills me and tortures me to no end or it blesses me with joy and gives me news about my origin and destination. the choice is to be merciful on my own and with my own mercy or to be merciful with the mercy of the One whose mercy it is and always shall be. be merciful towards yourself and others in the name of the Merciful if you wish to be blessed. the alternative is despair and pain without end (as you experience it already)…